Yes, the Dove is winding down. This summer I focused more on fiction writing; my kids' day care and school setups ended; and I prepared for graduate school. Posting got lighter and lighter. Now the day has arrived: I will be registering for classes tomorrow in the MFA in fiction program at Mills College. It's an enormous new venture, one that will require every bit of my reading and writing energy.
All along I've maintained this blog as a separate venture from writing fiction. I live many lives as a writer - one entirely private, in hand written diaries; one private until ready for publication or workshopping; and this very public forum of the blog.
As a blogger I've been reticent about my inner life. I do not let it all hang out here. Do you really care about my marriage and family? the details of my cancer treatment? This blog began out of my despair over the political news. Early on I posted essays addressing spiritual and psychological perspectives of the state of the world. Lately I've begun telling a bit about my travels and social life, just because the political comment was boring me to tears. I've hardly ever commented on the fiction I read (unless it has a Middle East connection) and I've never mentioned my fiction writing, including the short story which will appear in Natalie Handal's latest anthology of Arab-American writers. So this blog has not really been a literary blog.
Meanwhile, the world continues to be a troubled and miserable place. Elmaz Abinader, director of the Mills English department and a fine writer, has written a play based on the Abu-Ghraib torture revelations. This is one way to respond to the nightmares of our current reality - write about it. I don't know if I have the guts to face this kind of material, as a writer or a blogger. We'll see where I go.
Not sure how much I'll blog for the foreseeable future. There's always a little hope; this blog may be of use to others still, even if I don't actively maintain it. I'll keep the Typepad account, and I'm sure I won't be able to resist blogging a little. But expect light posting for the duration. I'm sorry to cut back - I loved the attention and feedback of a busy, active blog - but I don't feel like paying close attention to politics right now, and I do feel like plunging into grad school.
So thanks for reading this blog for so long, and I'll see you around!